Case of the Blippity Bloops

I miss some things.

Somehow, it’s all just hit me. Maybe it needed to build over time or something.

I miss a lot of the folks I used to interact with over the internet. I miss the times in which Tweeting a couple dozen times a day wasn’t uncommon (it’s now a rare occurrence of this happening once a day). I used to have a podcast, I used to have friends in other states… I mean, that’s not to say that we still aren’t friends, but we’re definitely not as close as we were a year ago.

I created this brand new life online (as cheesy as that sounds) and within a few months I’d practically abandoned it after I’d acquired a girlfriend and got in touch with old friends and my family again. I feel like I’d used people. We didn’t even end anything on bad terms, I merely drifted away from them. 

The worst part though, I realize that no matter how hard I may or may not try (most likely not unfortunately/realistically) to get in touch with or try to catch up with these people, it will never be the same and I will never find my place amongst them again.

I don’t know what this means.

I do not expect this to be read much. I do not expect this to cover up any weird broken parts of past online friendships. I just —- really needed to say something about it.

You know who you are, and I hope your lives are fantastic.